Monday, June 27, 2005
Sometimes
Sometimes I wish I was stronger and more decisive.
Sometimes I wish I wasn't afraid to truly love someone again.
Sometimes I can't believe these children are dependent on ME for guidance, direction, and love.
Sometimes I wonder what people would think if they knew the real me.
Sometimes I want to eat something spicy just to feel it burning in my mouth.
Sometimes I count my lucky stars for the friends I've made.
Sometimes I wish I knew which path to take.
Sometimes I stand out in the rain during thunderstorms.
Sometimes I still cry all alone in the dark. Sometimes I don't even know why.
Sometimes I drive at night, turn the music up loud, roll down the window, lean my head to the side, and sing my heart out.
Sometimes I think I don't know what the hell I'm doing when it comes to dating. Other times I know it for sure.
Sometimes I hear the train whistle blow and fantasize for a brief moment about jumping aboard.
Sometimes I turn the shower temperature so high that it leaves my skin red.
Sometimes I wish I could learn to totally trust someone again.
Sometimes I think about working out and getting in better shape.
Sometimes I absolutely crave to be touched.
Sometimes I love my kids so much that it hurts.
Sometimes I shoot baskets and feel that familiar stroke return like I was still 18.
Sometimes I meet someone for the first time and feel like I've known them forever.
Sometimes I still sleep in my recliner. Actually, thats most of the time.
Sometimes I think my answers will be revealed if I'm patient.
Sometimes I hide from my problems instead of confronting them head-on.
Sometimes I look into my kid's eyes and know that there must be a God.
Sometimes I worry about hurting people who have been very good to me.
Sometimes I start a book and finish it without stopping.
Sometimes I feel my heart is overflowing with an excess of love to give away. Other times I think its empty.
Sometimes I like it when someone calls me on my shit.
Sometimes I think of people I care about at the oddest times.
Sometimes a song is indelibly attached to a person in my head.
Sometimes I wonder why people appear in my life and just disappear.
Sometimes I'm just thankful to be alive.
Sometimes I want to have someone whisper "I love you" in my ear.
Sometimes a woman's mind can turn me on more than any other quality.
Sometimes I hear a success story and wonder how they did it.
Sometimes I think I don't know what I want.
Sometimes I do.
Sometimes I see poetry in simple things.
Sometimes.
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Sometimes I wish I wasn't afraid to truly love someone again.
Sometimes I can't believe these children are dependent on ME for guidance, direction, and love.
Sometimes I wonder what people would think if they knew the real me.
Sometimes I want to eat something spicy just to feel it burning in my mouth.
Sometimes I count my lucky stars for the friends I've made.
Sometimes I wish I knew which path to take.
Sometimes I stand out in the rain during thunderstorms.
Sometimes I still cry all alone in the dark. Sometimes I don't even know why.
Sometimes I drive at night, turn the music up loud, roll down the window, lean my head to the side, and sing my heart out.
Sometimes I think I don't know what the hell I'm doing when it comes to dating. Other times I know it for sure.
Sometimes I hear the train whistle blow and fantasize for a brief moment about jumping aboard.
Sometimes I turn the shower temperature so high that it leaves my skin red.
Sometimes I wish I could learn to totally trust someone again.
Sometimes I think about working out and getting in better shape.
Sometimes I absolutely crave to be touched.
Sometimes I love my kids so much that it hurts.
Sometimes I shoot baskets and feel that familiar stroke return like I was still 18.
Sometimes I meet someone for the first time and feel like I've known them forever.
Sometimes I still sleep in my recliner. Actually, thats most of the time.
Sometimes I think my answers will be revealed if I'm patient.
Sometimes I hide from my problems instead of confronting them head-on.
Sometimes I look into my kid's eyes and know that there must be a God.
Sometimes I worry about hurting people who have been very good to me.
Sometimes I start a book and finish it without stopping.
Sometimes I feel my heart is overflowing with an excess of love to give away. Other times I think its empty.
Sometimes I like it when someone calls me on my shit.
Sometimes I think of people I care about at the oddest times.
Sometimes a song is indelibly attached to a person in my head.
Sometimes I wonder why people appear in my life and just disappear.
Sometimes I'm just thankful to be alive.
Sometimes I want to have someone whisper "I love you" in my ear.
Sometimes a woman's mind can turn me on more than any other quality.
Sometimes I hear a success story and wonder how they did it.
Sometimes I think I don't know what I want.
Sometimes I do.
Sometimes I see poetry in simple things.
Sometimes.
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